why am I like this?

So Please ignore this!!!!



Randomly I was thinking, Why not think about concepts once more so I did And now I can't stop thinking!

so

Plot or something along those lines:

Technicality there is another story that is more of a prequel to this one that sets up the relationship between Ryuu's father and the two mysterious women, and of course Why and how Yingyue found Ryuu but I'll talk about that later.

Okay, So Ryuu was originally born as the great-grandson of the leader of the Eliza household. But Was presumed to be still-born but No that was just a lie so His aunt could have a child she took him away the same day.

Ryuu Is meant to be The only to blend into Wedward itself. From what he wears to his dulled blue eyes. Wedward Is a place of ruins from having been burnt to the ground It's a place with a bunch of cool colors and white. unlike the rest of the family which goes ore along with Solaria being vibrant and full of warm colors which are used frequently to compare him from everyone else. and because Wedward is no longer A place individually and is part of solaria This was by accident but it sorta works.

Note: The only times he blends in with everyone is when he is on earth, while yeah the blue eyes stand out (but he uses contacts to hide them anyway), he's look in general doesn't he seems like a normal person

With that The only one who stands out as pretty In Wedward Is Ryuu because the rest of them (Well you never see Ryuu's fathers face until the very end and it's a whole thing) But To any normal person all of them are technically very beautiful the only reason Ryuu stands out is because of How differently pretty he is. Everyone In the world of Tavern Is One Of a fantasy (In more ways than one) Pretty boys line the streets and you probably have a hot mom (or something like that) and the only "ugly people" Are the ones portrayed as bad people

Note: I forgot to add the colors blue, And white is actually almost unachievable colors in this world, But Ryuu has a bunch of blue clothing which kinda makes me wonder if that kinda relates to the sense of him being someone perceived to have a perfect life.)

Take Seth for example he's not handsome but he's not ugly. but everyone else including Ryuu considers him such. because he looks like any regular early 20-year-old man you would find on the street. Nothing special.

The warm colors and tones of the lighter moments in solaria contrast with when Ryuu is back home in wedward the colors are harsh and saturated

Note: Sometimes Colors are more saturated or lit up representing Ryuu's mental sate

Back to Ryuu, He is very self concise about the way people perceive him. While Never saying anything About You can tell This because In the very beginning back to the theme of color the first Rape seance you can barely see anything because one: it's in the dark
2: I had this image playing in my mind why not turn it dark, I don't want to see it.
3:It's supposed to Be the eye-opener to why Ryuu doesn't like himself, this sense severs the ties between The Person he wants to be and the person he is. As everything before Wasn't dark In the aspect of it was a different time of day. that's just the way the colors were. But THIS is dark literally and physically. This Is Somewhat A place where He is familiar with, the dark.
4:This Is a little fun fact I put into It, When He was 8 and the first instance of trauma happen He was put in a dark room and the door was shut. where he stayed for a few days, numb until people found him.

And other Places even On the earth where he is depicted in a highly sexual way. From The dialogue of others and his reactions to them, there is a difference in how Ryuu reacts. vs the ones Where he is alone. He expresses how upset he Is with this.

And I quote
Finally Being Alone, He gave Into his heaviness.
His Twitching was out of control.
He slowly drops down from where he is standing and curls in on himself.

He fears People perceiving Him in a way he didn't choose. (Also This leads To Him Skipping meals and being all angsty in general) He's Not totally fine with people calling him pretty anymore because he doesn't know what they mean by that, no matter who they are.

In general Trust for anyone. Gone.

The Melodrama leading up to Ryuu Being thrown into Earth would be the arrival of his cousin.

I'll finish this later