Okay tbh it not that I dont like making friends I actually want friends but I get stressed about literally everything even if it's something little. I am always so anxious around people I cant even talk so people see me as a cold person who doesn't want to talk with them. But it's not like that! To give an example to how stressed I am today someone added me as a friend in Genshin and they said the they coudnt beat the boss so they wanted me to help them. BUT THE THING IS I am so scared to play coop. It's not just in genshin I want to play Apex or and other online games but the thing is I am scared of people. So I said that I never played coop and I would be a dead weight to them and It sound like a really bad lie bc I am rank 35 but it's not. I want to make friends too I am not uncomfortable with going outside but I want to play games with my friend or watch movies dunno I want to do normal things that friends do .
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Then do that! I'm sure you won't be dead weight to them. There's probably a lot of people who wanna be friends with you.
Me venting here is just *chef kiss*