Dropped out

I was going on and off with college for a while, because of 2 main reasons:
1. it's expensive, and I couldn't afford to keep buying new things (mainly for art) or able to go into the next semester.
2. I'm not sure what I wanted to pursue. I do want to do music (piano and violin) but I also have a tiny apartment and not much room to play either, and violin can be loud, at least for the keyboard, I can plug in headphones