I don’t really know if its a childhood trauma cause my friends are telling me it isn’t so when i was a kid my mom and dad used to argue a lot to the point where they would throw plates at each other and break the tv, i was an only child so i was forced to stay at my grandparents house but they always tried to feed me expired food or sometimes food that i was allergic to so i was always at the hospital lmao I didn’t really have friends back then because i was bullied and i was force to be the “slave” of the popular girls way back in grade school and middle school and now looking back at it my childhood was really fucked up well atleast now i have mommy, daddy and grandparent issues lol
i now use manga , anime and fiction characters as a coping mechanism lmao
i dont think i have any childhood trauma, or at least Ive repressed it but your friends cant tell you what is and what isn't trauma. trauma is different for everyone- and that's definitely childhood trauma, especially in your case T^T reply