I did try to skip an online class once.

It was for a math test that would literally determine my grade and I was panicking (like crying and breathing hard). I told myself to just skip it because I’d rather have a zero than go in there because I was on the brink of having a panic attack.

I didn’t enter the class for like 10 minutes and the teacher called my mom to tell her I was late. I TRIED to explain to my mom why I was having trouble but she really didn’t give a fuck. And it kind of hurt because she quite literally said my mental health was less important than my grades. But I think I understand, it’s my fault for trying to skip.

Um, I did end up taking the test. I got a 68% on the test (which is a D). Cried after that, I have Asian parents. I vented to my sisters, explained I was scared of what my dad’s reaction would be. They kind of calmed me down. My parents forgot about the test so I didn’t have to tell them (thank goodness).

I checked my overall grade and I have an 89% (I had 92% before the test) so I’m relieved.

This turned into a venting session, sorry. (●'◡'●)ﾉ