what did someone do to turn you on unintentionally

i was talking to my crush and he got mad at a kid in the school hallways so he yelled at him and grabbed his collar then lifted him up and slammed him against the wall (in a playful way) everybody freaked out by it but i was like "dang that was hot...please do that to me" obviously i didn't say that because im a pussy.
also this has nothing to do with this question but i love toxic anime guys especially the mean manipulative ones ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
but in reality for the 3D guys they gotta be a sweetheart