first yaoi?

i can remember my first yaoi manga.. but i remember how i found out yaoi mangas..
i was trying to find a site where i could read manga that loads fastest..i was in mangafox before than found mangago...
i was so shocked..like "OMG WHAT THE HECK IS THIS"...the featured mangas in the homepage is so shocking full of male to male lover...
i guess for a normal shoujo, shounen manga lover like me who dosent know anything about the existence of yaoi is a normal reaction... it was so 'yuck' for me..
but because mangago is the easiest site to read manga i just ignore the cover and continue reading shoujo and shounen manga i guess for almost a year...
then i was so bored cause i cant find a good manga to read then out of nowhere i click one yaoi manga...then my heart almost want to explode, i was so into it and fell in love with yaoi..its like as a reader i can feel the hurt they are going through and their love for each other that is so strong... thats the thing that makes me fell to yaoi...
i dont even like watching porns it was so disgusting (i'm still at the good girl side up until now..if you know what in saying,,whahaha..V!)
but when i comes to sex in yaoi..im seeing it as beautiful like flower..so weird
i'm reading yaoi manga for almost 2 years...
no one know even my bestfriend she might cry cause she thinks im so innocent when it comes to those things..hahah