something you hate that people say to you
what's something/question/sentence or a remark that you don't like/hate or get upset about that people say to you ? or something that you don't want people to say to you ?.
for me when I was younger my sister kept saying : you really smell awful
then she said : you really stink like an expired chocolate ...
then she admitted that I'm quitte clean like always take a shower and I'm more tidier than her
but then up until now she is still saying that I have a weird a smell (even my hair) and she isn't the only one who keeps saying that like my mom, my aunt and even my brother
so since then I'm always cautious and conscious about myself I don't even get close or near people
in college I know many people and I have some friends but we just know ourself from afar and thats all
apparently my body reacts to deodorant/ perfume/ soap and gets rapidly immunized against so no matter how much I use them it won't work or at least I need to change them each 3 days before my body gets used to it
the father of one of my friends once told me: "someone calmer than you? are they dead?". we were talking about my relative and i said that they are calmer than me and so he asked me if they were even alive as if someone calmer than me is automatically dead. i think he said it as a joke, he didn't mean anything mean by it but it still hurts me now. ......
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05 01,2021