Help me find this wattpad book please

this probably isn't the place to ask this but idk where else sorry if this is just annoying. Okay so basically it's basically it's BL and this guys brother died (I think he drowned) and so after he spends some time in a mental hospital he switches schools and he sees a therapist and he meets the other guy after he left his jacket at school or something. He goes to a party and he sees his ex girlfriend and there nice with each other and the other guy is there and they walk home together and they talk about how one of them lost to the other in a swim match cuz they were both on the swim team before his brother died. Umm yeah if you know what this is lemme know cuz I've searched for hours trying to find it. Oh also later on I think his friends come to his house and when everyone leaves they kiss? Idk okay bye