okay *takes a deep breath* this past few years I was so immersed in yaoi that it started to turn me on:"), you know... I was worried like what if I get a partner in the future and as a hetero girl the straight makeout, or sex whatever won't turn me on? and make me rigid? bcz I tried some straight smut and yall I couldn't finish it I WAS LITERALLY BORED...#－.－)
