do yall ever just *gay panic*

Ok so my family was gathered at the living room and for some reason they just thought it was a good idea to watch Rocketman (that movie about Elton John) while waiting for 2021... but I have like a huge crush on the main actor so i just had a massive gay panic while trying to avoid looking at the tv because i was super embarassed and it got even worse when they kissed because i had a crush on BOTH of them (also because i'm super shy).
So um, tell me about moments yall had some kind of gay panic.