I mean that stupid thing when you think you're straight but you fell for a straight person and suffered... You can see this as 'How you discovered your sexuality?' and share your experiences!
Most of my friends are bi, lesbian, or pan but I thought I was straight my whole life and I even liked a guy until I noticed I started getting a little jealous of the guys flirting with my best friend and when I got defensive I realized I helplessly feel for her... When I told all my close friends out of nowhere they said "it's about time you realized"... Turns out she was waiting for me to realize it to ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
I had this one kouhai when I was in my track n field team. We're so close and I treat her like a little sister. I thought she'd just admire me like those "wow senpie you're so cool!" but back then I wasn't aware much about her affection towards me and I thought it was pretty normal. After we exchange numbers, we spent most of our time a lot. We also walk to our home after school together, hanging around together during recess. I was 16 back then. One day, she confessed to me and I, surprisingly enough, didn't feel weirded out by it? I literally said that "it's normal to have feelings" but I did said that this is wrong especially in our society's pov. we talked about it, and I didn't run away. I can say that she's the reason that I opened my eyes about sexualities. I started reading yaoi because of her. We go out eventually, but in secrets. It was hard. I starting to get feelings for her but at the same time I was scared too. It didn't turn out pretty well in the end. During my senior year, I was being a jerk towards her. all those cold shoulder. I thought I can turn back to being 'normal' but I can't.
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Most of my friends are bi, lesbian, or pan but I thought I was straight my whole life and I even liked a guy until I noticed I started getting a little jealous of the guys flirting with my best friend and when I got defensive I realized I helplessly feel for her... When I told all my close friends out of nowhere they said "it's about time you realized"... Turns out she was waiting for me to realize it to ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
I had this one kouhai when I was in my track n field team. We're so close and I treat her like a little sister. I thought she'd just admire me like those "wow senpie you're so cool!" but back then I wasn't aware much about her affection towards me and I thought it was pretty normal. After we exchange numbers, we spent most of our time a lot. We also walk to our home after school together, hanging around together during recess. I was 16 back then. One day, she confessed to me and I, surprisingly enough, didn't feel weirded out by it? I literally said that "it's normal to have feelings" but I did said that this is wrong especially in our society's pov. we talked about it, and I didn't run away. I can say that she's the reason that I opened my eyes about sexualities. I started reading yaoi because of her. We go out eventually, but in secrets. It was hard. I starting to get feelings for her but at the same time I was scared too. It didn't turn out pretty well in the end. During my senior year, I was being a jerk towards her. all those cold shoulder. I thought I can turn back to being 'normal' but I can't.