toxic mom

I literally hate my mom, I can care less if she isn't my mom anymore. she invades my privacy, make me feel useless, compares me to every people, literally only cares about my grades and whenever I'm ranting/venting to her she said when she was around my age it was harder. I hate her so much, honestly. I really can't stand her and she makes me cry every time, literally every single fucking time when she does anything harmful. she's also transphobic, she said that it's only a phase that I'm a guy. "oh well I understand girls gets bullied but u don't have to become a boy for that" shut up? literally shut up?? it's not because of bullying it's because of my gender dysphoria. "oh well that's still not possible" that IS possible? have you never met a trans person?? there's like transwomen and transmen in our country, whos feels way more happier being trans than being cis. it's possible, don't ignore it. "what about the children that you can make with your husband in the future?" um, the fuck? no thanks. I would rather adopt children than make children if I have to have children. Otherwise I would not have children. she once forced me to set my OWN device to the password she like to. She literally took my phone and literally opened every app, literally every. She gone through my messages. She argued with me and how i can't have online friends since I don't know them, I know she meant it for good but can't I be friends with people online? what's the problem wtf?? I have literally been lonely, left out and outed in real life and I never felt like I truly had a friend. I'm literally done with her. When I get older I'll have her arrested.

thank you for my tedtalk.