anyone else

I'm 21 years old. I had the same plan, then I realized that's dumb. Since then I've seen many amazing things on my own, done a shit ton on my own and built a life for myself. Sometimes I still want to kill myself then I think about how I haven't seen the northern lights yet, and how my friends would miss me, how I haven't gotten to drive my dream c......   reply

Honestly I've also taught about that, sometimes I just can't see myself as an adult idk why, but still I really hope its just a "what if.." Thought   reply

Um... I don't think that's a good idea   reply