im fucking crying

the legend of korra spoilers btw

yes im crying bc of tlok. i just finished book one and if you watched it, youd probably know why. i dont know why im mourning over noatak and tarrloks death. but it was so painful for me. make fun of me if you want but still

i get that not everyone has happy endings but their life felt kind of similar to mine. like my mom is borderline abusive. my sibling is abusive but sometimes she's nice and protects me from our mother. and i think what hit me in the heart the most was how their death wasnt a murder or a fight. it was a suicide. and as someone whos had suicidal tendencies for years, it just sorta hurts

sorry this is stupid but i kept trying to watch book 2 of it but i kept remembering it