Did you ever hurt yourself intentionally? Did you enjoy it?

I'm not depressed and I don't think I'm all that emotional, but when I actively hate myself it somehow feels good and safe. When I tremble with rage, insult myself and hit myself, that's when I like myself the most. I've never cut or anything, I don't want to leave permanent scars, but I like leaving huge bruises, seeing them and pressing on them so it hurts. And if I'm calm and happy with my self for prolonged period of time it somehow feels a bit disgusting and unclean compared to when it hurts. Just a bit tho. How weird is that?

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Did you ever hurt yourself intentionally? Did you enjoy it? [Answer]

S.A.H 26 12,2020

A year ago whan i was 18 , i really had a rough and hard time my parents were almost divorced, big problems with my studies , we left dad and our home and many things so i was really tired physically and psychologically then i usually grab a pin and hurt myself i hurt my legs and arms i did like feeling pain it was really easier than the pain in my...... reply

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Did you ever hurt yourself intentionally? Did you enjoy it?

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