Did you ever hurt yourself intentionally? Did you enjoy it?

I'm not depressed and I don't think I'm all that emotional, but when I actively hate myself it somehow feels good and safe. When I tremble with rage, insult myself and hit myself, that's when I like myself the most. I've never cut or anything, I don't want to leave permanent scars, but I like leaving huge bruises, seeing them and pressing on them so it hurts. And if I'm calm and happy with my self for prolonged period of time it somehow feels a bit disgusting and unclean compared to when it hurts. Just a bit tho. How weird is that?

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Hellish 26 12,2020

Yes, e m o t i o n a l ly, when I'm crying or having a mental breakdown, I yell to myself, "Stop crying you bitch, you pussy" 1 reply

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[DELETED] 26 12,2020

i hurt myself both mentally and physically.um whenever im stressed i start cutting my hair too not really related though reply

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nobody 26 12,2020

tw self harm: yeah in many different ways, most of it was stuff I just didn't care enough to do cause I didn't care about myself. Like not drinking water or not caring about temperatures enough and catching colds. I still do some of them. Other than that I have cut. I now have 35 scars on my legs, nobody even noticed them when they where bright red...... 1 reply

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yaoist 26 12,2020

honestly i love getting cuts when im shaving lol not on purpose, im just very clumsy and i have shaky hands, so i often cut myself also when im nervous i like to scratch my thighs or arms reply

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Banana 26 12,2020

Yess me too I don't know why but somehow I want to feel pain sometimes. I'm not sad or anything at that time but I just wanna feel something. I also don't cut because I don't want permanent scars. Is it because it feels make me feels realer? I don't know but I guess I want some feeling other than keep staying as usual? Also sometimes I feel pleasur...... 1 reply

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Lonely24/7 26 12,2020

Yea I did. For a while actually, I felt as if I could do one thing right (hurting myself) that meant I could be worth it. When I looked down at the bruises or the shallow cuts that wouldn’t leave scars, I felt like I achieved something and it helped calm me down and put an ease to my head that I COULD actually do something right and not fuck it u...... 1 reply

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Tyra the turtle 26 12,2020

Tw, self harm Also me, I used to do it mostly Bc of my anger issues. Growing up in a house with all boys and just one girl (my mom) who I don’t rlly feel comfortable sharing anything with, I was always wanting to, vent my anger. Ofc I wanted to punch anyone and everyone, but I used to just take it out on myself Bc I didn’t want to get in trou...... reply

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bakugou’smassivetits 26 12,2020

tw;; self harm bitches listen, i’m a pussy, so i can’t tolerate pain AT ALL xhwjbxjwmx, but when i have these huge mental breakdowns or suddenly start to get extremely angry, i used to scratch my wrists. To the point where it would swell and turn bright red, sometimes bleeding. It wasn’t nice, but it was a way for me to cope with the stress ...... reply

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spoof 26 12,2020

Idk why but whenever I have headaches and feel dizzy, I hit myself really hard on the wall. Somehow, it actually makes it feel better lmao. It probably doesn’t in reality and I was just imagining it. reply

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S.A.H 26 12,2020

A year ago whan i was 18 , i really had a rough and hard time my parents were almost divorced, big problems with my studies , we left dad and our home and many things so i was really tired physically and psychologically then i usually grab a pin and hurt myself i hurt my legs and arms i did like feeling pain it was really easier than the pain in my...... reply

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