Are you scared of death?
Am I the only whose not scared of death like I asked my sis and she looked at me weird and was like “‘how can you not be scared to die”
I am in no way suicidal but I have this morbid curiosity,, like I’m kinda excited to die, to finally see if there is an after-life of some kind.
And there’s this other thing, if I’m ever in a near death situation, I think I’d prefer to die than to survive, like I just think about the rest of my life and it world be so exhausting; going to college for years and studying my ass off, then I’ll have to find a job and work my ass off, life is exhausting and I’d rather not do it. But I don’t technically want to kill myself/ im not depressed or anything. Its weird idk how to explain it.
Pls is there someone who feels the same ?? lol
I’m not scared of dying, rather I’m afraid of feeling pain. I have been in a situation where I felt my life was at risk twice, and in both instances I froze. I only managed to run when I thought of how painful it might be.
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24 12,2020
