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I want to quit college but the problem is i don't have any plans whatsoever for future. I lack motivation so much and I am not one bit interested in doing anything. What do i do? How to let my parents know about this? I am their first child, i don't wanna be a dissapointment to them. Also our financial situation is not good either. I have a lot of siblings and I am wondering if I will be a bad example. I have consistently disappointed them for 3 years straight but they still treat me so good but i know they are sad because they had so much hope from me. I don't know what to do anymore, please let me know if you can help :')