I want to fall in love
I have never fallen in love, but I want to. The problem is, I have a low self-esteem. I don't know what confidence is, I never have the courage to fall in love, because I know that no one will love me and in the end, I will still be the one that gets hurt
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Imo there’s always someone who will love you (plenty of other lonely people out here) but what matters is if they are the person you want. In my experience there’s been different people who have “loved” me but I ended up in stale relationships bc I wasn’t really interested and went along with it bc I wanted to feel some affection. Wasted my time and actually made me feel worse instead of helping with my loneliness. You have to love yourself first and even when people come along take the time to see if they’re actually worth getting involved with. If not there’s 7billion other people on this planet.
I had the courage to love than my heart was broken and then I was abused by my lover. I still move forward but with super high walls I wonder who can soften my heart again. @Egg Coffee I'm sure someone will definitely love and cherish you!