I'm confused???
>I'm a girl and a straight
>I mostly read yaoi
>Can't read/watch straight hentai with plot coz I imagine myself as the girl
So, the problem is I'm totally fine reading yuri. How do I explain this. I got, let's just say, turned on by that sometimes(?). My first ever porn that I watched is two girls doing it. When I was around 7 or 8 maybe? I saw a glimpse on an anime in the tv, the clothes that the girls are wearing is kind of revealing. And guess what, I got intrigued. Now, I'm watching porn just for the girls. I'm also reading hentai just for the girls. I also like the tag "solo action." I won't say anything more than that but I think you can tell my problem. I'm starting to doubt if that's normal when you're a straight but I only had crushes on guys. My current emotions are in a mess rn. I sometimes imagine having a partner either a man or woman just to confirm which gender I really am attracted to? Sometimes I'm feeling happy and inlove but sometimes it's disgusting for me. It just confuses me because since I was a kid, I really like seeing a woman's body BUT seeing a dick irl, disgusts me. I'm thinking this for years now if I'm really straight?
Maybe, I'm forgetting some details here, but ask me to be clear on something! Please don't say any hateful comments, I'm easily hurt :'( If I said anything wrong here, you can correct me without being mean :'(
Ps. If my grammar is kind of confusing, you can also ask me what I meant by it.
If naked men gross you out; you might be queer. Regardless it doesn’t mean you are gay if you are straight and like lesbian porn. Figuring out your sexuality comes with time and experience, you don’t need to know right now. It’s okay to take your time learning about yourself
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14 12,2020
Sexuality is a spectrum, you shouldn't feel preasured to put yourself in a box. It's alright to feel confused, just stay true to yourself and don't belittle yourself, because your feelings are valid.
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15 12,2020
Hard to say now...why don't you try other types instead. It's not like what you like will define which gender you are. Try first then jump to the conclusion.
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15 12,2020
dont be confused. be confused.com
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27 01,2021
wait why did u describe my situation so well? Also its okay to not know your sexuality for now, thats totally fine. I definitely dont think youre straight if you get turned on by lesbian porn, but consider the possibility youre sexually attracted to women but not to men, emotionally attracted to men but not sexually just emotionally. Hope I helped ......
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15 12,2020
Thank you everyone :) I'm thinking about this for a long time if I should post this here because of some reasons. Thank God, I didn't regret posting it here. I'm just glad that I can open up here. I still don't want to open up to any of my friends/family because I'm still so unsure about it myself and it's kind of awkward to talk about it to them. ......
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15 12,2020
if you feel like you genuinely like women, which it seems you do, then i think it's safe to say you aren't straight. your (confusing) attraction to men seems to be the main issue here in determining if you only like women, or if you like men as well. i'm going to be honest, there's no handbook to figuring out your sexuality. it's confusing, frustra......
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15 12,2020
