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Felt like ranting. Don’t care? Okay.

I tend to talk to myself for long periods of time because it’s just what I do. People think it’s weird that I talk to myself for hours on end while starring at the ceiling or at myself in a mirror, and they get confused when I refer to things I’ve done myself as things ‘we’ do or ‘our’ things. I’ve always felt conceited, referring to things that I have as my things, when in reality people help me with it or my parents bought it and gave it to me. I just don’t like feeling egotistical, which kind of leads to a low-self esteem, but I’d rather have a constant doubt in myself because it’s more crushing to fail when you believe in yourself. You’ll always be able to get over a low bar, so why put it so high if you aren’t trying to grow?

Also, I’m pretty sure I have a big weak spot for boys with cats (and girls with dogs, but mainly the former). I also totally have this think for like bowlcuts or bobs with bangs or something because I have a small group of fictitious characters that I’m married to and all of them (Pansy Parkinson [HP], Shegio Kageyama [Mob][MP100], and Meguru Barchira[Bluelock]) have this besides one blondie (Hanna [Not So Shoujo Love Srory]). Also pretty sure I have a thing for girls with pretty, long, blonde hair. There was this girl at my school and she was so pretty and looking at her was so nice. I just kind of want to hug her and just hug her a lot. She was nice too and she was funny, and she kind of looked like Cher from Clueless, and I think Cher is really pretty too.

I also wonder why don’t more het men make GL fan stuff. Like, when I go to hashtags to find edits, I can almost always find BL webcomic edits, but like, never GL one for some reason. Like, I’m sure het men read GL, but, like, where you at? You guys have any good GL recommendations? You guys follow any good GL editors on Instagram? You guys exist? Do we need to somehow recruit you guys so we have more balanced content between BL, Hetro metro stuff, and GL?

Also, I made this three tiered chocolate cake and it was so good. I made a cinnamon buns a week ago, but I struggle with bread, so I wanted to do something easy this week. The cake was so good though. It was moist but it was also fluffy too. Plus, I prefer cream cheese frosting (which do you prefer?), but I made buttercream frosting this time and it was so, so, so, good. Do you guys cook or bake? If so, what’s your favourite thing to bake? I probably bake strawberry shortcakes the most, but I don’t really have a favourite thing to make. I love making crepes though.

Finally, I love those videos online of animals like owls or snakes sneezing and ducks eating peas or corn, but I found this one video that was superior to the rest. It made me smile so much.

Look at it! It’s so cute!
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https://youtu.be/ntc4lRAM0Ls

Now you can say that you are reading that, and you’re happy for me, or sad for me, or not feeling anything for me.