uh

i just randomly remembered this time in 4th grade where something happened(i wont/cant say it bc personal reasons:) ) and my mom started yelling at me and i just screamed. like a hard, long scream. i was sad and probably scared and my whole family just watched while i was crying and then my mom just hit me. she started asking me questions like "are you being abused" and "id someone rape you" as if it was even relevant

i cant remember the majority of my childhood. just little snippets that are mainly just me embarrassing myself or just achievements
atleast i know where my trauma came from tho lol