The long long story of how I got to the dark side of YouTube 1

Yep being 14yr old and parents wouldn't let you watch kiss scenes when we were younger I mean like of course they wouldn't but sometimes some parents do but anyway, I was on YouTube after being naughty and sidetracking from doing my overdue assessment I was searching for some anime romance like kimi ni todoke and yknow the rest of the list......Since I was always interested in the romance genre and of course the curiosity of what they do after just a kiss and I would always fangirl after watching the kiss scenes but it wasn't enough for me, so I saw the one thumbnail on a YouTube video and 2 people being CLOSE and I was like this looks promising so I clicked on it and watched as 2 guys kissed and touched each other... And I was feeling so excited about what I had just discovered and it filled my curiousity radar to the Max and all the fluffy feeling come at once and I was staring at the video so intensely but I kept pausing it to inspect more, but my mind was denying it because my family is Christian and ye they don't like gay so here I was debating with myself whether I should really continue down this path, so ye i kept watching but this time I read the subtitles with it and damn the emotions it so hit hard that I can't let this go anymore so did some more research as to what this was and find out it was called junjou romantica and it was an anime and this genre was called this wierd word yaoi that I couldn't pronounce. And I started watching it on YouTube from ep 1 and so forth..