Hate a friend

I think she hates me bc she’s always been compared to me by her family, I only realized this when we separated and i got older. I might be seeing her soon and i rlly dont think its gonna be the same. Since were both older and all. It’ll make me rlly sad tho since she was the only person i ever considered a friend, she means a lot to me. OH WELL I WONT KNOW UNTIL I SEE HER