lose a friend

We were best of best friends since kid(where dora is popular before barbie) she was my cousin and my neighbor we both even cut our hair like the Dora hair, we do sleepovers,we play minecraft when we were 7, we discovered anime when we were 8/9 yrsold. I spent all my childhood life with her but when we reach 10/11 years old she was getting ready when will her mom pick her up in the ph because her mom is in the Canada with her stepdad so we just start planning that we could skype when she’s in canada all the stuff that can communicate us. then when we were 12 it was Christmas that was the time that her mom will get her she said her last goodbye to me and hug she cried i didn’t tho cause I didn’t know she was leaving after christmas that fast. Then after that we were like ONLY cousin out communication stop we only greet each other when its our bday Oops i mean I only greet when it her bday im not mad at it tho. We were 5bestofbestfriends back then she was the only one that we couldn’t reach now. Now we treat all of us as FRIENDS but we are still neighbors with the 3 people in our squad tho we just don’t talk we only say hi when we meet. After that im contented with having discord friends’ and no friends irl its really hard meeting new people the people im with school with is hard cause they have different hobbies in short they don’t like anime and playing games except playing mobile legends with their bf.. welp its pretty hard to loss a friend/sister but things just happens going the separate way