coffession

when i was 6 i searched up sex because i was curious then my mom told me to put on my shoes and stand at the stop sign. she watched me walk there and told me "since i was curious stand there like a hooker" shit im crying (on top of that at the time we lived in the hood but now we like in the posh side of georgia) and she was laughing while i screamed for her to let me in the house because it was 2am and these 2 men kept coming out of the creak trying to get me. (sorry that part was kinda confusing basically i screamed to make the men go back into the creak) then when she finally let me in she kept teasing me about how i act grown and i wanna "have sex" that night i cried myself to sleep :)