I am still hoping for a change in me

I am really accdicted to yaoi manga . I used to be not sure may be a neardy type student going all about studies career shit . But now from the last 1 year I spend most of time reading yaoi's to the point I don't like anyother thing and I literally think that I am gonna mess up with my B.Tect this year I don't feel like studing at all but this wrong I hate this feelling I dreamt and studied ass of to get my fav collage for atleast 3 years now. after getting it in the break time I stated reading these yaoi MANGAS and all my instrest is after toward this. I feel like I not gonna give my 100 percent over there becoz my mind is all about yaoi's stuff godddd help mee now . BUT I AM NOT REGREATING READING YAOI MANGAS IT ACTUALLY CHANDED MY VIEW TOWARD THESE KINDA STUFF SO ..... BUT STILL .... MY FUTURE WILL LOOK RUINED IF I DONT DO NOTHING ABOUT IT .....


BUT EVERY THING HAS A NEW START I AM STARTING AND WISH the SAME to do THE BEST FOR YOUR LEFTED LIFE .yet my life is not destroyed I have hopes in me that I will lemit my self