I was abused and more

my step dad was abusive and he would hit me all the time. It hurt really bad no matter how much I screamed in pain...he didn't stop....He um...was the reason I almost left this earth....because of the pain be caused me....he also tried to kill me...he pointed a gun at me...it was scary its like I saw my own life flash before my eyes...my mom died a while after in a car accident...she died as well with my only brother....he was due in like a couple of weeks...before he died.....i never got to meet him....and now I feel like this depressed nothing that should've died when I was 7 when my stepdad would abuse me and stuff... :)