R@pe at age 5

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a few days later we had a party at my house
it just my cousins and family members .my sister talked with my mom
and show her a picture I thought it was something cool
but it was him and I in his room it looked like cams picture I grab
my sister phone and show it to my younger cousin I told him
he was a bad guy but my cousin was confused and ran off. at age 8
I was outside of the new house yard and think of my past suddenly he came
to my mind and got scared with tears in my eyes. and now this year he
scares me in my dreams I feel scared that he going find me or yet
meet up again when someone calls me pretty I ask them why what
the reason is it my hair my face my body cause I can make myself
disgusting to you. but I actually want someone who doesn't care
my looks only my heart like my friend but that wouldn't happen
since she straight you can put anything here to help.