tw!! i need some help

I need to tell you guys some personal stuff of mine cause nobody listens
to me at all like my mom who doesn't believe I have stress and anxiety and depression. they keep making fun of me, not in a good way
anyway so when I was 5-4 my sis told me if I want to come and hang out with her friend and her friend brother (same age) so went to Starbuck to meet
with them all I could tell from that boy from the beginning was a nice and friendly guy. when we went to the train he got super close and younger me thought this was a friend thing to do blah blah we hung out.
and that was done about the night we went to his house cause my sister
told me. she told me it okay to play with him in his room so he grabs my hand.his room was two beds cause his younger sister to share a bedroom with him. instead of playing, we went to the closet somehow I had a bad feeling
but I ignore it but I thought we were going play in the closet
but he grabs me tight and almost tries to r@pe me but before that
he told me I was pretty with my long hair and body and face.
and never met a girl like me so amazing. this is before I knew I was
non-binary. he tries to kiss me and r@pe me lucky that I ran
out of that room and he follows me and grabs my hand as nothing happen
but to be honest I didn't scream cry or nothing I thought this was
friend thing to do and he hugs me and told me something but i
I couldn't hear him at age 9 I cut my hair to not look pretty cute
my hair still short this very day but anyway I make part two
moni: