Want To But Don't Want To Carry

I don't mind kids and I actually want to have 5 maybe- but I absolutely reFUSE to carry a child. I mean.. I might do it once to satisfy my family buut I'm still against it, the thought is kinda "intrusive"? "irritable"? Idk if that's the right word..But yeah, I probably won't. So anyways I really want to adopt a whole bunch of kids/teens/whoever when I'm in my late 30s or 40s- only if I'm in a good financial situation do that that though. -w-