Tw:suicide

Yup I did but never actually went through. Planned on on my birthday, last year. Idk what I was gonna do probably just jump in front of a car or try and get euthanasia or sleeping pills since it wont hurt and it'll be a peaceful painless death. The other couple times was years before like harming myself or just plainly holding breath or wishing I'd get into an accident and just not comeback. But now idk, I'll see if thingll stay okay for now or if they'll get bad again. Please dont take anything from what I've said and apply it to yourself, yes I'm aware I sound like a total hypocrite but still.