Have you ever confessed or want to confess to your crush?

I've been wanting to confess to my crush for a long time :D we met at school but he's in a different class. so basically first he liked my own roommate :') so i was kinda sad plus everyone kinda knew that i like him and then my "pretty" friend came to help me ( i think so) she exposed everything about my roommate to him during recess at the end they became best friends they call like literally every night while leaving me here heart broken..and then my "pretty friend" ended up falling for my crush and now idk if my crush likes her back ༎‿༎ man life sucks