fck this life

oh so i woke up having a headache cause of sleeping late then after that i promise not to sleep late this week but guess what i still sleep late cause fck insomia ... so this whole week i have a headache shit right then i can brought myself to watch anime or read yaoi cause i don't have the energy of it so in summary i just sleep and eat in this whole week..
and for sangwoo ash sake my friends keep messaging me even i ignore it like hell i mean I'm having a mental breakdown right now and i feel shit right now so i don't want to talk can they just see it and the funny part of it is when i am normal and anything they wont message me even a Hi so now what bish i mute "are you fine?" bish I'm not!!!!!!!! and they couldn't do anything on it...
I mean i want to talk to but i don't have the mood or energy to talk I'm having a suicidal thought this whole week but i keep saying that i still need to watch One piece and i need to finish my yaoi list but fck this lifeeee i can"t anyway that's all