was liberating at first...

with all that self hate and internal homophobia and all that religious sh*t I grew up in, it was refreshing but then...at some point, it didn't even matter. I'm not verbally out to the homophobes like my relatives, parents, neighbors but like, just online among the community only. But heck, do I care repressing how I wanna represent just to not give out hints? hell no lol i dress however the heck I want and walk with whoever the hell I want whether people say I'm gay and not cis or not. I just owe no one explanations. It's only me, it's totally natural to be me so they don't need to know the labels I go by.