Ever had someone you like (Or love) who is literally 6,921 miles away?

I had a best friend in 6th grade who's family migrated to Canada to seek for a better life. Just the other day, i was chatting him of how i want a picture of a "dong" (le private part of a boy)... okay before you react, I HAVE A REASON! (づ￣ ³￣)づ Im an artist who needs money aaaaaaaaand most of the commissions i get are NSFW's soooo i needed a picture of someone who is willing to send me a dong pic so i could go on with my life (Can't draw dong's properly k) and i ranted on my friend, so he took a video of his friends while waiting for the school bell.... And that's where i saw him.... HE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND WAS SO MY TYPE THAT MY CONVO WITH MY FRIEND WENT FROM "I NEED DONG PICS" TO "WHO IS THAT GUY?!" ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ It's been 4 days since this happen and i sTILL CAN'T GET THE DUDE'S FACE OUTTA MY MIND! My friend told me he was a celebrity in their school and my chances with him was 10/100, he told me I was that one fan girl screaming in the background... ╥﹏╥ He also told me he does Art classes and was sporty AND nice! It just saddens me that he will never know my existence *sigh* if he does, he knows me as that one weird girl who asked for dong pics *INTENSE SCREAMING* (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ I fEEL SO EMBARRASSED J,MKSGDFBDKHDADSBAKHSCJBH gosh.... I hope a miracle will happen smh.. atleast I want us to be insternet friends and be close to each other... I feel so frustrated and flustered! what should I do? Do I just chat him in Ig and tell him I like him? Should i tell him im mutual friends with that one guy? Im seriously bad at handling situations like these... hah... what to do...