Someone help ╥﹏╥

Hi, so I think I broke my own hymen-

Like, I was masturbating everyday as usual when I finished, I looked down and saw blood-

And ik it isn't my period because I finished that 2 weeks ago (the blood was red, so it's not old period blood, too). So uhmmm.... don't fucking tell me I lost my virginity to myself

(I prolly sound real dumb but please help my ass)

At least send wholesome stuff to make me feel better because I'm panicking rn T-T