Tell me about it, please.

Okay, kind of a TW, it's gonna get a bit emotional in a way? Also cursing just in case you feel uncomfortable with that. If you're a highly emotional person I suggest you don't read.
For the people who stay, hi!
Let's get into it, so have you ever felt like the outcast in the group? Whenever your friend group would always tease you or bully you? I know it sounds like I'm a baby but I don't give a fuck because I'm sensitive as hell. Or maybe when they would always make mean jokes about you? When you finally get the courage to stand up for yourself, they get pressed and start laughing because you couldn't take a "joke"?
I fucking annoys me that they know I get sensitive and STILL make mean jokes. Like, what the fuck? I don't want to be holding back tears while I'm calling you just because of some stupid shit that made me sad. Please learn that I'm gonna take you seriously, that I'm going to be working my ass off to take what you said off my mind.
Please tell me if you can relate because anything will help me feel better about how I feel about this stuff. (Also, I apologize if this type of topic is not related to this thing but I couldn't find a place to actually put out my feelings. So sorry again.)