ever just wanna die?

Yes. Like you just think, "Ah, fuck it. Just end it all!". I think of that every single damn time, and it's just frustrating that I can't die. I don't really fear death and it'll be good if I don't get reincarnated (if that did exist), what I'm scared of is the way that I would die. I want a painless death, or an instant death but it's not really ......   1 reply

yes but i wanna finish some things first and then dead :)   reply

Same here. Sometimes i get ready to do it, but i feel like such a coward for not doing it. Every damn time I just chicken out because death scares me so much, and sometimes I have panic attacks after not doing the attempt, just because of the feelings of wanting to die but not being able to do it. I literally hate my life and myself endlessly, and ......   reply

I actually fear death, and If I were to chose between not existing and death, then not existing it is. Though, it would be hard to let go of a few things like anime, and manga. I fear death, but I don't fear the pain of death. I fear what comes after death, and if it just ends there. I really hate surprises. There are times where I feel death would......   reply

Every single moment I live I wonder why i'm not dead. So yea, I guess   reply

Yes. The only thing that attaches me to this life is my parents. After they are gone, we will see.   1 reply