leftover

my siblings are fond of cats. they ,idk, collect or adopt kitties thrown away by home owners . im not fond of new born kitties cause they look gross and i cant touch them, i feel like i'll squash them.
then since they are still baby's , they all end up dying and idk why my siblings can still manage to always, they are around 5 and the other is in elem grade.
i used to hate cats, and how they only approach you when they need smtg. honestly?. they are sassy and lazy and ignores people. i also dont see any reason why people would pet them. though i like how they look and move sexily

then 2 yrs ago, another stray cat gave birth on our ceiling. and put her kitties under our bed. i did not mind it and my siblings were all gaga about it. most eventually died but one survived.

then later it was abandoned by its mother cat ,
and at night , it always attempt to sleep beside me. . sweet right?
hell no!. mean if mean, but i seriously did not like it, so i always throw it the the other side of the bed to sleep with my sister.
but i also always end up feeling sorry

. anyway. and later, , i end up liking cats too! they are so cute. , yeah , the kitty was a very good kitty. she does not make noise, we dont do meows btw. , and shes not so demanding. and she also gave birth this may. . yeah, shes so beautiful btw .