Just wanna share this...

I’ve been going back and rereading tate no yuusha(for the 5th time), dgrayman(even waiting for it to update for like 8yrs) and other manga and manhwa either from the very start or from the halfway point,meaning where i stopped......
And it’s just so goddamn frustrating because I love to read, i just love reading but not over and over again; an internal conflict of refreshing my mind and feels of the story or just go with what i remember
Although, i’m currently learning and continuing to study nippongo, hell i even want to learn korean just so i could get to the raws and not suffer from waiting a translated version of a chapter
Ughk it’s such a struggle, if i didn’t love reading i wouldn’t even know what to do with my life, HELL I WANT TO BE ISEKAI’D AND MY ONLY OP POWER WOULD BE TO BE ABLE TO READ AND WRITE ALL LANGUAGES like damn, i wish i had enough brain capacity to learn all languages but i know my limitations so well that i’m not even gonna try cuz i have little internal motivation
Anyways..... got that out of my chest a bit, gotta go back to reading now