reading yaoi in public isn't good for my heart

I once read yaoi in a public library, I sat in the corner, a place where if someone wanted to approach me I would notice, away from windows but sadly I was right beneath a CCTV camera. I was reading it on my laptop, but idk I just felt that the scenes were too loud to be read in public, I also thought the person manning the camera room could see me read yaoi. in conclusion don't read it in public it leaves you with horrible paranoia...