Bitch life...
Well... I've been in love with this guy who I met fot the first time when I first went to middle school. He was a year older than me and was my brother's classmate and friend. I didn't fall in love with him right away; it was in fact much later on that I realised; around the end of the school year. It's been five years ever since and I still haven't gotten over him. He graduated last year and is now a freshman in med school and soon I'll also be graduating. He still makes me grin like an idiot, and makes my heart skip many beats whenever I see him *deep sigh* After all this time, I often find myself wondering, is it okay if I still cling on and hope??
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i hope this helps (=・ω・=)
it's okay to cling on and have hopes. if you decide to tell him about your feelings it's okay but don't expect too much cause if you expect that he will love you back or have the same feelings but in the end he doesn't, you'll get hurt because you expect too much. you've held your feelings for a long time so you have to get on your feet and tell him you love him maybe he likes you, you just don't know it. but keep in mind, if he doesn't love you, it's alright to cry infront of him while smiling ( optional if you want to cry infront of him. if you want, you could just smile, hold it in and cry in your room and have your bestfriend/s comfort you.) and thanking him for letting you felt the feelings you didn't plan and thank him for appearing in your life. don't be sad for a long time, be happy that you let out your feelings and told him. it's okay to be friendzone or sisterzoned because it's better to let out your feelings for him so that the weight on your shoulder will be lessen. keep in mind, DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING just confess and let him know about your feelings to him and don't forget to be happy. you've held your feeling long enough so go girl and confess ya feelings. but if you don't want to tell him and have hope, it's okay but be prepared that someday he will have a girlfriend and he'll introduce ''her'' to you and you'll have something strange in accepting the fact but you have to because you love him and you want him to be happy. so go and confess your feelings girl maybe he feels the same if not, just read yaoi manga and laugh your ass out and listen to sad songs so that you'll let out what you feel and that you're sad. GOOD LUCK! GAMBATTE!
lol it's your decision if you found someone whom you like and now don't want to just think as "i just read manga manga's just thinking of like that lol"