AAAAAAAH Part 2

OKay so I've doe the drawing and now I think it look's bad. You see, I'm good at drawing, usually. Girl are my strong suite. Granted, however it has been a long time since I last drew a girl since I'm trying to learn how to draw a guy and ow I can draw that so yay! Now I just need to learn shading and more creative poses, yay. Buuut, back the the story, so I think it look's like trash. But I looked at what he sent and tbh, I dont know why I am so stressed about it and embarrassed.... Well, probably because it took me two day's, and it look's like crap (what i drew)granted however, there were like 4 re-draw's ad I had like 50 different break's so yeah. BUT, I don't know why I'm telling ya'll this I just thought I should update the 7 people who actually read the first part and clear anything up if ya'll are confused I guess. But do you guy's have any like recommendations for art, it can be anything from shading to what tools I should use in digital art and what is best for digital art.