i dont know why i do this
everytime i say i want to have friends or relationships but when people actually try to get to know me, i push them away. Like, i do literally ANYTHING in my power to get them off my back even if it has to come to them hating me in the end... i feel so toxic w myself lmaoooo
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honestly same
sometimes people are so fucking pushy.
I want a friendship where we can just vibe together. I'm talkative but only because I feel pressured to talk. If people don't interact with me during my break i'm ok with just eating my lunch in the bathroom