Guys I think I messed up.
So this guy used to like me and today I told him I used to like him.
And I thought he didn't like me anymore but he freakin asked me out to lunch?! And I was screaming in the kitchen I felt disgusted ?? I don't know why??
When my bro asked me if I still liked him I didn't know what to say, I couldn't say no or yes.
And so I told he guy not to get his Hope's up cause I was still confused( I messed up and said I still like him, that's why I said not to get his Hope's up )
And I fking agreed to lunch but fugg I feel so confused and mepp!
I feel like I lead him on and I feel like a btch
I don't really know what to do right now.T^T
oh wait i think i know this feeling. the disgusted feeling towards someone/something even tho you don't hate them. if you read "the best smell" you might get the same feeling with the main character (he felt disgusted towards the stray cat that he used to feed). i'm also not sure why but if we put it into romantic situation, i would say that i do '......
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23 10,2020