Not every relationship is same.

I had 4 till now. The first one was the best. Though it wasn't sexual relationship, I was young then. He was so so nice. It's his fault that I have very high expectations in a man's morals. He still has a very good impression of himself on me. Now comes the second, he used to care for me a lot, We weren't in a relationship then too. He left school after 2 years, that ended there. Third, the worst experience, he turned out to be a lier and manipulator, and a pedo too. But I will prefer not to call him lover. He was a good faker, I guess. Last, but not the least he is older than me by 1.5 years. I'm his lover, he is not mine. Lol. He already has someone who is older than him. They look awesome together. She is very humble and sweet. I hope them the best. Meanwhile, I'm just working on myself.
I have some other short experiences too. But they do not matter to me at all. These 4 left a long impression that's why I only wrote them.