How did you react to your first really detailed yaoi scenes?

I was younger I think it was probably Junjou anime that I began with so I was like but why is it censored?....then manga jumped out at me and I was like.......but are penises really that big. (As an adult now I realized young me was led astray by yaoi penis). But after finding good plot and art and steamy sex scenes I was sucked into the black hole......   reply