I don't know what to do.
I am 16 year old, i have my dreams and wanted to do in my life but, i wanted to die at the same time.
The online class is really stressing me out, i dont have my own loptop because we cant affored it so i can't pass the requirments of the online class. My father came home from abroad because due of the corona virus and every day he always telling to me that he will remmaried again and can his girlfriend can come over and live to our house almost everyday he said that. I really felt uncomfortable one time his girlfriend came over, i dont even trust my mom, she lives in the different house and she told us she was sick and stuff.
My sister is a working student and as well as she give money for our house.
Yesterday she told me, mom came by to her work place to borrow some money, so
She feels like we had no parents to support us at all.
So back to when i said i wanted to die, when there's a problem i do self harm
It was satisfying to see the blood came out of your own wrist. My pride is already broken due to personal reason, i feel like suicide is a normal thing for people and a solution to escape my problem and my friend really stressing me out too, i feel like i cant to things anymore... everyday i am sad. I am only happy when i am on my phone and reading some webtoon
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I am so sorry!! I can’t imagine what you’re going through, but it sounds so painful and I wish I could help. My prayers are with you, I beg you to cherish your life because you will get through this sucky part soon and find happiness. Please, don’t give up!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?index=247&list=LLbG-q8Kwr-aw80NXgHXQH1Q&v=kGOQfLFzJj8
From the bottom of my heart, I hope you an yours find peace, we are here rooting for you!
Suicide is not a solution to your problems. I don't know how much your suffering, but no amount of suffering is ever worth taking your life, your life is precious, you should cherish it. Life is touch, you never know what problems you will face and how hard those problems will be to solve, but however bad things get try to think positively, as long as you are willing to make a fix things, your life can get better, these problems that you are facing can change, if you try, for example, if you put up with the situation your in now and continue studying, you can get a job and eventually have your own home and then live the way you want to live, you will be free to do the things you love. Please don't ever think that suicide is a solution, it makes me feel sad to hear that you feel that way, please try to set yourself goals, find a dream and go after it, work towards the things you like doing, to create a better life for yourself, life is forever changing, so have hope and please stop hurting yourself, please stay safe, you can become happier, just keep trying to better yourself, you saiid you are only happy when your reading webtoons, so when you feel sad read webtoons or do something that you enjoy and try not to overthink to much, please stay safe, also if you need someone to talk to, you can message me on here
hi there, it must be so hard right now but i hope it continues to get better... i'm sorry i can't do much but my thoughts are with you and i pray u find healing over time. <3
bruh i relate so much but like what keeps me going are my dogs and like eventually going to college and living in japan or korea. just think of how great your life will be after you get through this rough patch of your life. hmu if you wanna talk://